life begins..

Starting to write again after leaving this blog barren for so long.... :) not to say that i am sooooo buzy..but its kindda lazy for a perfect answer..haha :p i try to update as frequently as i can and share the ups and downs in life..insyallah.. As a fresh start, let me write about my life after back to shah alam... SHAH ALAM??wohoooo... seriously i'm not ready for it..but times flies so fast...as fast like fast and furious...hahaha So..1st week masuk klass..hmmm....seriously xbest!!!~ i feel like this sem sangat la susah..!~ i have to learn economy, marketing, DESIGN!!!!~ (with the fussy lec ever!!~) huh!~ and starting this sem i don't have any gud day to back home..haha but well....this is cma..when i feel want to back home i'll do it!!~ i don't care whut evr ppl say'g...hahaha for me, when i'm home..all my problem n stress will vanish automatically...that's why i love HOME so much!!!~ btw, ayah was not in good condition rite now, so as a daughter yg dekat dengan rumah, i think, why don't i come home when i got a free time... =) and not forget, i miss REMY damn much!!!~ :D Ok, i was thinking about how to enjoy my kokurikulum...hmmmmm.....seriously, i hate Saturday damn much!!!~ i have to wake up early for the sake of 1 credit hour on ko-k....urghhhhhhhhh!!!~ and sometimes i have to burn my sunday bcz for the stupid activities they held....OMG!!!~ hate it!!~ my class already full on monday until friday then they wat to take my weekends!!~ so..the Q is that, where is my priversi day n when can i rest??huh!!!~ i hate ko-k DAMN MUCH!!~ do anyone have any ideas to ENJOY these days???gosh!!!~ This sem also i have 2 clases in MENARA...OMG!!!~ the worst nightmare ever! we have to climb the hills plus the uncountable stairs...GOSH!!~ dah la Ramadhan is just around the corner...seriously, for the 1st week of puasa we all mesti pengsan..berbuke dalam mimpi..hahaha Ok..i think, thats enough for this note...will see u soon!!~ xoxo, cmapoppins =)

at last~

its time to balik s.alam again..huhuhuhu kalau tanyer pasal cuti mmg xpuas la...kasi la cuti setahun pun akan kate xpuas..huhuhu tapi my responsibilities is to study....so have to face the fact yg cuti cume sementara je...reality in lyfe is study!!~ talking about study...i'm not happy wif my last sem result.... xdapat DL...!!~ huhuh sedey...out of 8..i'm the only one yg xdpt DL....sedey n frustrated....but bile pk2 balik maybe it was my fault jugaks...i'm not study seriously, n i forgot my duty to Allah.... huhuhu this sem i'll try my bes ti get DL...!!!~ insyallah... :) this cming sunday balik S.alam...hope evryht'g goes well!!~ :))

Don't Give me that LOOK!!!~

When people look at me.... i saw a sympathy in their eyes.... I DON'T WANT THAT! When people look at me.... i saw a word "poor girl"..... I DON'T WANT THAT! When people look at me.... i know they know that i am sad... SERIOUSLY I DON'T WANT THAT! When I want to buy things.... They said, it's ok..let me pay for u... STOP IT!! I DON'T WANT THAT! When they come to my house... they are not happy as always....they talk seriously.... DAMN!!~ I DON'T WANT THAT! STOP ACTING LIKE THAT!!!~

it is not the same like before

i am not the same like i was before... that was the fact that i have to face it whether i know i hate it! i am not the same like i was before.... i use to be a happy girl...i use to be a stubborn girl n i use to be the way i am (before) i am not the same like i was before.. i use to hang out with my family...shopping together....dining together...laughing and share some happiness... i am not the same like i was before.. i use to get money easily and i know he will give me money if i ask to... i am not the same like i was before.. i can relax when i reach home.. i can spend my time more in bed.. i can ask anything to her whatever i want her to cooked for me... but it was me before what happened now?? people may saw me like the ordinary girl... but i am not...

saya dan kesibukkan masa!!~

owhhhhh... i miss my blog so much!!!~ damn..lame giler xciter2 kat sini....huhuhu ok...1st of all...dh dapat masuk UiTM....dah balaja dah pun n dah nak abis satu sem dah pun..hahahah..nmpk sangat lama giler kan xmengUpdate blog nih..hahaha xder mase.. :) (lame excuses) hahaha ok..masuk uitm best...kenal kawan2 baru...kenal tenaga pengajar baru....kenal perangai manusia..kenal perangai lecture...tapi yg xbestnyer simaa adalah orang yang selalu dibuli...siapakah yang membulinyer???hanyer mereka yang tahu..hahahah tapi sayer tetap sayunk mereka..hehehe blaja so far ok....tapi agak presure...dulu maser diploma kat KYM best sebab lecture still treat kita macam anak2 dierorg n macam kawan...no boundaries btwn us....biler2 jer leh hang out kat bilik lecture..nak makan..nak gossip..nak tido..hahaha sume boleh...tapi kat sini..agak tersekat skit..sbb most of lecture kat sini treat ktorg mcm adult... yes we are an adult..but inside us..we are teenagers yg still need fun, still need rest n our mind is full with colours...huhuhuhu kami belum bersedia nak fikir untuk masa dewasa walaupun kadang2 belagak macam dewasa.. hahahah Assignment sangat bertimbun2..teringat maser diploma dulu...biler hujung2 sem yg dh nak start exam, our mind is clear with asignment...with presentation...kami hanyer focus dengan exam jer..but kat sini lain..dah nak hujung2 la kami banyak sangat asignment yg nak kene submit..ngan exam or test yg dibuat pada minggu yang sama..huhuhu mmg sayer stress... kadang2 i think that Malaysia punyer system education yang berteraskan exam oriented sangat menyusahkan n menyukarkan. Bukan nak compare ngan America, tapi our education system kiter sangat lemah. when u enter university or college, your lecture yang bagi mark for u. they are the one who can make u pass or repeat. so just take a test in the class without saying "ok next week is exam week..so prepare and read from chapter 1-14" haaaaaaaaaa???? no exam week!!!~ buat je la test kat kelas cam biasa...huhuhu talk about class n exam..this sem ader class yang xder exam langsung...hahaha we love u BAPAK!!!~ kami sangat la suke pegi klas bapak especially fendi sbb bapak kasi makan nasi lemak..hehehe dier boleh makan sampai 5 bungkus...hahahaha caya la hang fendi!!!~ :D minggu ni minggu yang sangat stress. asignment, presentation, test, test, and test!!~ arghhh..penat.. amek degree sangat berbeza dengan diploma. kalu maser diploma dulu leh rehat n chill2 lagi...tapi mase degree ermmmm... ader maser tok chill tapi inside ur mind.. ~ASIGNMENT~ hahahahaha ok..enuff for today...banyak lagi ASIGNMENT yang menanti..huhuhuhu wish me luck n all the best for my self!!!~ :D

The blast of Ulu Yam~~

REUNION EX-smkde Batch 2005 Avenue : ULU YAM Date : 13 DECEMBER 2009 Time : 8.00 AM until everyone tired Tak tau la dah bape lame our Organizer plan tok wat reunion ni.....and the result was totally GREAT!!~ (walaupun tido xcukup, hp slalu berdering, credit abis tepon kawan2 tok confirmation - and hopefully sume tu berbaloi for 13 December) pilihan tarikh yg pertame kurang mendapat sambutan - 7 December 2009.. ramai yg can't join including me...so postponed to the next Sunday which is on 13 December 2009...on this date...ramai yg boleh...tapi still ader yg xdapat attend n mintak postponed tarikh....so lepas bincang punye bincang sesame Organizer,MAJORITY has SPOKEN...13 December 2009 will be the DATE for the reunion..macam biase, barang2 mesti la nak kene beli n beli plak bukan pakai daun kering or amilase kan ;) ..so semua sepakat tok bayar RM15 per person...ok la kan....so our main menu is BBQ Chicken !!ader jugak yg baik hati tok sponsor makanan len.....sumenyer sedap2..nyum..nyummm... Like what we all planed,13 December pun muncul dengan riangnyer...hahaha masing2 berkumpul kat our departure area(stadium MPS)..janji kol 8 berkumpul tapi ader gak yg lambat..hahaha..ader tuh dah sampai tapi baik hati g umah member tok kejut'n dari tdo(macam-macam)...biler masing2 sume dah ader, The Journey Begin...hahaha ulu yam je pun..Owh lupe nak bagi tau yg pegi kiterorg ni jerk la..APIS, HAZIQ, RAZIEMI, NASRIQ, NASRULLAH, DAUS KECHIK, PATRICK, YOGEAS*(sory klu salah eje), SHARVIN, SAUFI, FUAD, MUHAMMAD, SYIFA, SYAKIRAH, ME, ATIRAH, NANA NGOKNGEK, NAEEMAH, and special guest ADIK SYAKIRAH..hehehe Sampai jerk kat Ulu Yam tuh, apis dah bara kan arang tok masak ayam..maser tuh jugak masing yg bawak makanan hidang kat atas meje..ader bawak makaroni goreng, potato salad,sosej,nuget@ayam(xpasti) n ayer gas yg macam2 warne..hehe well,dak2 laki rami gak yg xsabo nak bekubang dalam sungai tuh..hehehe dak pompuan lak maintain ayu dlu..pastuh baru la terjun senyap2..hahaha..sebab kamikan pompuan..heheh tapi yg terjunnyer 3 org jerk..me,shark n tirah..hahaha klu dah p mandi sungai sure la lapo kan..naik ke darat makan dlu pastuh masuk balik kat sungai..tu je keje masing2..hehehe Dalam suke2 tuh..ader gak yg scarynye...nak tau..atirah dihanyutkan oleh arus sungai ulu yam...xpercaye??percayela....maser tuh kiterorg ramai2 yg kat dalam sungai tuh tgh posing2 tok amek gambo skali tra jerit n tgk dier tgh syiok dibawe arus sungai..masing2 yg tgh syiok posing tok bergambo terkedu n terkaku tgk tra...mase tuh la jeng..jeng..jeng..hero malaya pun muncul..Apis the Paramedik..hehehe dier lari sekuat hati macam kilat n dah xkisah pasal batu kat dalam sungai tuh tok slamatkan tra...kiterorg nih sume syiok jerk tgk ngan mulut terlopong..hehehe tapi yg tak senonohnyer tra siap bleh gelak2 n senyum lagi tau maser hero apis slamatkan dier...well..takot dalam iman...hehehehe Tra..next time bawak Pelampong k..!~ ;) (pastu ktorg sambung balik posing bergambo)hahahaha The Best part maser kat sungai tuh biler time tukar2 adiah n unwraping the present...guess what i've got???A box of JOJO which has a lorry robot inside it and 4 sumis..hahahaha....THANKS TO RAZIEMI WHO GAVE THAT UNSANGKERABBLE PRESENT TO ME~~ o_O hahaha don't worry raziemi..aku akan turunkan adiah tuh tok keturunan aku nti..adiah turun temurun..hahaha nana got my present,haziq got from her,syakirah got from sharvin,sharvin got from haziq,raziemi got from naeemah n she got from syakirah...macam2 adiah yg kelakar...haha mase kemas2 tok balik dalam kol 3..kire still awal la tok balik kan...pastuh ader yg bagi cadangan tok g men bowling..maser tuh plak kiterorg wat undi saper nak men bowling n sape nak tgk wayang...majoriti nak men bowling...n bincang punyer bincang....BREM MALL menjadi pilihan ati.....ader lagi cite best...maser masing2 dah masuk kete..ader la sorang hamba allah nih dok cuak kunci kete dier ilang..hahahaha siapakah beliau???hahahahahaha Dah sampai brem mall...cepatnyer..hahaha xkan la nak citer kisah perjalanan kiteorg ke sane kan...xder aper yg menarik pun...cam biase jerk la..klu ader lobang kat jalan tuh,elak..ader trafik light benti(klu merah la..klu ijo jalan..klu kuning tekan minyak lebey skit)hahaha maser kat brem mall tuh plan asal dah bertukar...patutnyer nak men bowling... skali bowling maaaahal da....so minority menang which was tgk movie..hahaha ok jerk cz lame giler dah tak tgk movie...cite aper???ZOMBIELAND....rate???ermmm...3 /5...maybe bcz i'm not into that kind of movie...tapi biler tgk ramai2,still sronok...sebab,kami satu geng jerk yg mengimarahkah hall cinema tuh..sure org2 kat dalam hall tuh bengang ngan ktorg..bising bebeno..hehe abis je tgk movie,masing bukak buku math and kalkulator tok bayor duit kat apis dan rakan2..maner yg xder kalkulator,gune hp xpun gune jari pun boleh..muahahaha apis penuh ngan question mark kat atas pale dier (????????) biler bab math dibincangkan..hehehe last2 tersandar kat tiang...sharvin la tukang selesaikan kekusutan apis..hehe..sian apis.....;) creadit to shar!!~ hero of Maths!!hehehe pas sume selesai, dak2 laki sume mengerjakan kewajipan masing2 kepade pencipta yg Maha Esa n yg pompuan macam biase on VACATION!!~~... After 15minutes, ader yg bagi cadangan tok lepak minum2 plak..nak tau pilihan hati masing2....BIDAYAH~~ hehehe lepak kat bidayah xramai yg join..cukupla memenuhi ruang 2 meje...kat bidayah masing2 gelak tak hengat dunia..cite pasal zaman sekolah..cikgu2 yg mengajar kiterorg n macam2 lagi..memang happening sangat malam tuh..klu la xder limitation..agaknyer sampai kol 12 malam pun kiterorg bleh lepak kat bidayah tu..hehehe seriously 13 december2009 mmg sangat la best...jumpe kawan2 yg dah lame sangat xjumpe, dah lame xbergossip, dan yg paling penting yg dah lame xbuli..hehehe will miss this moment forever.....hey u know what guys, someone told me that ur true friends n best friends are ur schoolmates...i guess that person is totally right..~~ hey..... apis - thanks for the FISH~~ it's totally awesome!! haziq - thanks 4 the dellicious bbq chicken n 4 the ride Raziemi - thanks for the JOJO!![really love it!and ur mission accomplish ;p]~ and sorry for the car key ;) Saufi - thanks for the praise on my salad n thanks for finish it hehehe (will give u the resepi) Sharvin - thanks 4 all the picture n solve the maths for apis hehe Treen - thanks 4 being there to accompany me muackx!~ Syifa - thanks for the picture too n the sosej.. ;) shark - thanks 4 everything nana - take care of the mirror hehehehe naimah - choclate yg sangat sedap and to daus kechik,nasriq,nasrullah,patrick,yogeas,fuad,muhammad ......thanks 4 spending ur time wif us...gembire sangat dapat jumpe korang!!~ hope we will meet again on the next reunion!!~~ xoxo cmasyaz

A Birthday Blast!!!

hahaha i know..i know...it's totally late for me to upload the story and the pic of what happened on the second raya..hahaha WHATEVER!!~~~ ;) on the second of Eidulfitri 21 SEPTEMBER 2009, i was celebrated my 21st BUFDAY~~ yeahhhhhh....now i reach 21st club..but i still elected for the 19th club..muahahaha..21st is such a big day for every gurls in the world..it's the day u become YOUNG ADULT, it's the day u have to be a responsibiliti and mature girl and it's the time u got your TURNING KEY ~~ turning key??hahah not for me...my mom said, as long as I stay in her house,i have to obey the rules..HER HOUSE HER RULES..hahaha yes MOM!!!~ o_O ok..the celebration is sooooooooooo MERIAH for a gurl who celebrate it together with her family..owh, not forget, 2 of my cusin join me to celebrate their past bufday together who is NAJIAH and UMAR...we having some barbeque party~~!!nyum2....we grill 4 whole CHICKEN, 3 Packet of SOUSAGE, some FISH, and some potatoes...my aunty made us nasi goreng kerabu, n my cusin made us potato salad...not forget, my mom made us strawberri nata dikoko for our drinks..(Thanks cik aa for the drink!!) hehehehe ha!!!thanks also for my cusin ZAKI and HARIS and their father CIK LAN who gave them such a creative ideas to make the "SCLUPTURE" of 21 using the BUNGA API..bile time celebrate tu, zaki n haris bakar that bunga api serentak n the number of 21 appear in such a beautiful way..hahah sangat sweet n touching..uwaaaaaaaa...time kaseh daun keladi..hehe walau pun xseberape beso tapi tetap dihargai.. ;) ~~ it's POTONG KEK time!!!hehehehe delicious kek eventho it's not a secret recipe's cake hahaha nyum2...k.yanti n my sis bought me,najiah n umar, a cone bufday cap for us to wear when it's time to "kill" the cake..hahaha my sis call me maj jah because i call her mak aji, then i request that if she want to wrote my name on the cake, if u wanna put mak jah, better u add some words which is GORGEOUS..!!~~ hahaha mak jah??? oviously its an old woman name..except "MAK YAH" hahahahaha "MAK YAH" is a "WONDERFUL" name when a little zara call it..hahahaha enuf~~ cake is marvellous~~~nyum2 The best part is when it comes to UNWRAPPING the Bufday PRESENT!!!well, a bufday gurl ofcourse will be the winner for a quantity of present..hahahaha well, najiah n umar pun best aper...dapat gak adiah..bukan celebrate tangan kosong tau..hahaha talking about present, najiah dapat mr.bulbul..comel..actually it a cow..haha but a cute cow la babe....n umar dapat..erm...should i mention it??hahashhhh..it's spender..hahah cute underware hahaha.... back to the bufday girl, it was a wonderfull night for a gurl like me because all the gurls love jeweleries..hahah i got a WHITE GOLD love neckless from my sis, a 925 silver ring with diamon on top of it from my mak long, and a pouter brooch from my cusin....to complete my present and acsesories, my big brother gave me an EDP of Perfume Be Delicious Fresh Blossom 100ml from DKNY including a side bag from DKNY..my mom??hahahah she gave a towel hahaha from Esprit..hahaha tapi best aper..rase cam xnak gune..wat perhiasan je la hehehe..my dad gave me cotton wear imported from dubai and my aunty cik mah gave me money..heheh yeaaa...tok cik pun kasi duit gak..best2...cik aa kater diernyer present KIV dlu...but she did ask me if i want hard disk or not..n the answer must be YES MY PLEASURE!!hahaha welllll..... who said celebrate your 21st bufday at kampung during hari raya such a lame and B.O.R.I.N.G~~ and u totally wrong!! celebrate a bufday at kampung serounding with your whole family n relative, was totally a blast and grateful!!!if you don't believe me, try one...keep my word babeh!!~~ note: picture will be upload later...maybe late..hehe so long~~ xoxo -cmasyaz- ;)