Kau Pergi Selamanya..Terima Kasih ..

Assalamualaikum and hey readers...rasanya masih belum terlambat untuk ucap Salam Ramadhan untuk semua...semuga amalam ramadhan kita kali ini lebih berganda2 lagi dari tahun2 yg sebelumnya..insyallah... :)

1st day of Ramadhan, i got a bad news from a friend. she told me that my friend dah takde...yes..dah takde....and i asked who...she told me zamir... ;(

Zamir is one of my senior, friend, and so-called a BIG BROTHER to me...he was such a good brother indeed...he gave lots of advises when i am down...and we share lots of happy moment while we were in the same advertising field..he teach me a lots about advertising...his ideas was totally brilliant!..i always got a higher mark when i used his ideas..hehehe...thanks to you zamir...!!!

Now you are not here anymore...no more smile..no more jokes...no more advises....all that you left for me,friends,families and your loves one are tears...and memories...memories that will never fade away..memories that always lock you in our heart...

Teringat masa zaman belajar dekat KYM dulu..he was my advertising's senior...the one who always help me with assignments..ideas...and many more...the one who always teased me bila jumpa..

Owh teringat masa dia jerit my name kuat2...he called me SAILORMOON and i called him KLUANGMAN....i love to watch sailormoon until today..and when we meet up, he always say "dengan kuasa bulan akan menghukummu" in such an annoying tone..even when he called, words tuh jugak yg akan dia ulang2..bukan reti nak cakap hello ke ape..huhuhu..and he loves kluangman so much..selalu bangga yg dialah watak kluangman tuh..the one who diagnose with a mental problem...ape yg istimewa pun tak tau....tapi now i know how special that kluangman....sbb sekarang dh tak dapat panggil dia kluangman lagi....kluangman dah takde..reality and fantasy...semua ini menjadi kenangan manis for me...it all ends here.. :(

Last 2 years...in ramadhan month...ktorg selalu on the phone..everyday after sahur....he the one who will called me and bergayut from 7.00 am - 9/10.00 am .... ktorg takde la sembang ape2 sangat..cume kadang2 tuh ktorg wat story telling dalam phone..hahaha macam2 ktorg reka cerita..fairy tales, action..name it!...sometimes we talked about advertising, songs, future plan(in career), friends,family,foods,cartoon..macam2 la..

Then masa dia dh start praktikal, me the one who always wake up call dia utk pegi kerja..sbb dia selalu bangun lewat..owh guys mmg mcm tuh kan..hehehe owh lupe, dia practical kat my cousin place...an advertising company..he got an offer at a big company but entah..dia tak mau..dia nak yang kecik2...so i asked him nak try tak kat my cousin agency and dia terus setuju and hantar resume...3 month kat sane...dia kate best..and dia seronok bila dapat kuar2 pegi side dengan my uncle...kadang2 when i have a free time, me akn lepak2 kat opis my cousin tuh..and kacau2 dia keje...hahaha...tapi tak bestnyer bila time rehat, mesti kene tolong dia tapau kan nasi kat kedai mamak bawah opis tuh...dia paling suke nasi lemak D' kayu Nasi Kandar...owh you make me wanna cry when i remembered this moment.. :(

Time diploma show dia, dia suke brag dengan iklan bola dia..well, to be honest, bila tgk iklan bola dia, sangat superb...and tak salah kalau dia nak brag melampau2 dengan iklan bola dia..he knows how to attract audience...how to persuade people to watch his ads and many more..what a talented student..even lec. ktorg pun suke sangat ngan dia... :) bila time my diploma show, dia betul2 nak tau my idea...sbb dalam 6 students advertising (in my batch) only me who really close dengan zamir....every week dia akan monitor my project..my progress...kalau weekend me akan balik my house kat KL and dia akan datang rumah lepak dari maghrib sampai la kol 2/3 pagi utk bincang pasal project diploma show and sembang2..ktorg mmg suke sembang..topik tah ape2 pun kadang2 jadi menarik..hehehe..then,until i am ready to present my idea depan judges...he teach me on how to answer in confident bila ade soklan2 yg agak tricky dr lecturer...huhuhu...and dia jugak ajar macam mane nak handle pressure time waiting for my turn utk di judge....i really miss u abang...sangat-sangat.. ;(

When i called him abg, dia mesti kate ye adik...ade ape2 boleh abg bantu...then i just said weeeeekkkkk!! then dia akan gelak tak hengat dunia and dia kate ko kan adik..aku kan abg..kene la hormat..and bile mintak dia bunjer makan pun dia akan cakap macam tuh jugak..adik kene bunjer abg...baru la jadi adik yg solehah...booooooooooooo!!~ and now dah takde dah panggilan adik abang dah.... T_____T

From the bottom of my heart, thank you zamir for making my day happy..even for a while..for gave me such a sweet and happy memory to be remembered...for being such a good friend....senior...and abang....you really make my day shine like a beautiful sunshine..you make my heart full with flowers and make my mind full with the memories..you are so special thats why god took you early from us..you are the special and unique person that god created..

Semuga zamir tenang di sana bersama si Pencipta...Dia lebih mengetahui kenapa zamir pergi dulu dari kawan2 yang lain....and i believe that dia dah sediakan tempat yang istimewa buat zamir kat sana...kita semua akan berjumpa kembali suatu hari nanti cuma persoalannya bila...doa kami di sini takkan putus2 untuk zamir di sana..al-fatehah dan yasin menjadi penghubung kita zamir.....1 ramadhan akan memberi tamparan yang hebat buat kami setiap tahun kerana kau pergi tanpa kerelaan kami...kami redha dengan keputusanmu Ya Allah...tempatkan dia bersama org2 yang engkau kasihi...ameen..

Al-fatehah untuk Mohammad Zamir Aizat Zulkifli...

“Apabila seorang manusia meninggal maka putuslah amalnya, kecuali tiga hal: Sedekah jariyah, anak yang shalih yang mendo’akannya atau ilmu yang bermanfaat sesudahnya” (HR Muslim, Abu Dawud, At-Tirmidzi, Nasa’i dan Ahmad).

tatapan terakhir kami sewaktu pemergian arwah:

http://ondscene.my/kemalangan/penunggang-maut-langgar-lari

love,

cmasyaz